Thursday, February 17, 2005

So I heard something, but it was not at all what I expected - not even in the imagined realm of possible scenarios. I am not allowed to talk about it. Suffice it to say, I may not be moving after all. I feel like I've been knifed in the heart. Or kicked in the stomach. Or bludgeoned, in general. Not much more to say. I will know more next week but wheels are turning well out of my control, making the arrow point towards "no move for you." It'll be a miracle if I can move to NYC now, with the job I was offered.


Anonymous said...

Come on, you get turned down for ONE job in New York and you give up? You can do better and you know it. If you really want it, and aren't afraid, you can succeed.
Go go go!

debl said...

That's why I said "with the job I was offered." After thinking it over for the past 20 hours, I do think there's a way for me to do it - but it's more stressful and dependent on luck and fate.